Do you ever go through life thinking why? Why am i working so hard for so little ? That’s me….. BUT!
I’m so ungrateful for what i have, if i just stopped to think about all the people around the world who have nothing i’d maybe realise i do have everything. Life is a daily grind and we work so hard just to have a steady living but with the luxuries i take for granted and yet don’t see them as luxuries but the norm !
My home is nice and filled with all the latest things yet i moan about having little money to buy a car or money to spend on everyday items. Yes, I’m selfish but so is many i just admit it….
With the above said i could equally have nothing and be happy, if i didn’t have the commitments i would happily clear of into the wilderness and have a life of peace and tranquility living on whats only around me. The modern life requires us to want want want rather than appreciate what we have, we are consumed with adverts of the latest gadgets, our neighbour who has the latest car we want or the friend who’s always looking good in their new clothes . . .
I’m now going to try and appreciate what i have and not think about all the things i don’t, you can’t enjoy what you don’t have and with good health and a roof over your head YOU HAVE EVERYTHING !!!
Do you ever have them days or weeks where you just can’t be bothered but put on a fake smile and act like everything’s ok? Well, that’s been me lately! I have little if no motivation at all and the worst thing is i don’t know why… Or maybe i do and rather not talk about it therefore locking it all up inside making me feel down and depressed.
I’d always recommend talking to someone if you feel down in the dumps but i’m a hypocrite! We all are but might not realise it at the time. I said in a previous post i wanted some me time to get away and chill out, if i’m totally honest this hasn’t happened that much. I’ve decided i need to really try to make this happen but i’ve said this all before.
I once watched a movie called – Ferris Bueller’s Day Off and in that he says……
Life moves pretty fast if You don’t stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.
This is how i’m feeling right now and i’m sure many others do! Life is moving so fast and i’m on a daily routine that needs to be broken and injected with some excitement and fun….
Sorry i’ve not posted in a while but i refuse to just make up the numbers and would rather post what matters to me and others.
i’ve recently come to the conclusion that 99.9% of people have split personalities, you might not think so BUT! Do you ever catch yourself answering the phone in a different tone of voice or while talking to a member of staff or management at work? I do and i’m not ashamed to say i do, i can’t help it…
I turn into a posh idiot and put on this pathetic voice that sounds like i’m from a place on the world map that doesn’t exist !!!!! It’s not just me, i’ve been to the bank, shops, doctors, you name it? People always act and talk different, WHY!!! why do we do it? You might be sat reading this thinking “ well i don’t, i’m the same all the time “ Hmmm maybe your that 1% ?
I know when i’ve picked up the phone to someone of importance i turn into this upgraded version of me but for some reason i can’t stop it? I’d love to be just me but would others like that? Are we all trying to impress, painting a picture of the person we want to be ? I don’t know!!!!